Hey mum sorry its been a while hope ur ok up there. As ur aware ur mum is now with u so u both best be good hehe. I miss u so much and nan well its only been a day so not sure wat to think it hasn't sunk in yet. In 7 months god has taken to wonderful woman of me.... I love u always both of u xxxxxxxxxxx

hey mum hope ur ok up there.... well today has been eventful and were do i start.. seans had a car crash but hes fine he says and the car is a writeof. then this evening we went to myton for the light up your life ceremony and it was lovely... just wish it wasnt for u and u was still here... i miss u so much it hearts.... tomorrow ive got to take daisy to the vets shes not very well at all but thats all for now ill speak to u soon.... I love you lots and lots like jelly tots xxxxxxx

so christmas is coming up closer but still not going to be the same.... seans got ur christmas tree and hes put some light up. im going to come down the grave and c u on christmas day and bring you something. I miss you so much just wish i was with you.... LOVE YOU MUM XXXXXXXXXX